2 more days and i hav to go back to sch.....

was a really busy day today.. but at lest it took my mind off alot of tings and destressed me a little... hmm was rushin since the min i woke up tis mornin.. tho it wasnt very early.. hahah =p anyway i've really enjoyed myself today especially the time i've spent wif jeannie.. it's been so long... anyway rushed to stella's bdae party ltr in the evening and well... hongjie, yanpeng, caifang, and of coz ck and zhanwei were there.. had a good time tokin and gossipin bout everyting everyone..... hahah =p started playin cards aftr hongjie left for steamboat.. hahah apparently he's still wif the same gf frm jj altho i tot i saw him wif another girl once be4.. hahah =p alrite back to the card game.. hahah we were playin cards on tis glass table oblivious to the ppl tokin ard us.. hahah we seems to be in a world of our own..... carried on wif the game even aftr the cake-cuttin and well basically we had fun.. hahah =p went to breko wif ck and zw and continue our tok-c**k session for another hr or so be4 headin home.. nv really enjoyed my day like tis in quite a long while.. hmmm well tom hav to re-do my ecm for the third time... back to reality i guess... hmm shall get back to tokin to jeannie now.... tat's all for today! =)

donch know y im blogging.....................

im so bored at home.. feel like goin out but lookin at the sky i tink some1 up there jus wanna me to stay home.... had a really really near accident jus now.. donch wish to tok bout it anymore spoil my mood.... anyway im hungry... and im bloggin coz some1 dear to me told me to do so.. hahah =) my mum singin karaoke wif her fren makin the house so noisy.. but at lest betta than bein so quiet lah.... hmm my dad called askin me to go down to get some stuff...... im back aftr goin to buy fried kuay teow for myself..... hmmm the smell of the coffeeshop bought back memories of jjc... the canteen.. hahah still rem how i'll always stay back aftr sch wif kangrui and wai kok to eat and crap non-stop be4 playin soccer.. hahah ehhh... tat's a long time ago..... well also got to tinkin if only back then i hadnt had so much fun then maybe i would've been in uni now... anyway i guess tings happen for a reason.... if tat hadnt happen i guess i wouldnt hav met such a wonderful person.... and seriously im enjoyin every single moment of my life with her ard.... =p guess meetin her was the most magnificent ting tat has happen to me in my life.... =) well endin here to go eat.......

jeannie... Jag Alslar Dig! =)

hmmm finally got time to blog.... actualli im not tat busy....

finally i got to watch crying out love in the center of the world... it was a good show... very touching...... but kinda predictable tho..... supposed to be doin proj but in the end me, thaim hock, erica, tabitha, liping ran to cityhall mrt in the heavy rain to go town & erica & me went to watch the movie be4 joinin liping who was wif tabitha earlier... 3 of us ate cartel's bread like we've not eaten for years while accompany liping to wait for tabitha to finish her movie.. actually not me lah it's the both of them... hahah.. left earlier to join my parents for dinner tho..... and end up being frustated for the nite due to reasons i donch wish to mention anymore... ffast forward to today... well my crm is like 70% completed.. the other 30% bein the typin out of the final report... but my other projs still in limbo.... finished my part of ecm but realised it's very out of point... hav to redo it again tom...................... haaai had a nitemare last nite.... dreamt tat me, ck, & wee2 was in a cab and for some reason or another the cab veered off the road and crashed down a cliff more than 10 storeys high.. it was scary... the entire scene still very vivid in my mind... the sound of our screams, the feelin of fallin and the sharp pain i felt be4 i pased out.. it all seems so real.. so unbelievable tat it was jus a nitemare.... the funny ting is tho the dream has a continuation... dreamt tat the 3 of us become spirits and was wanderin ard... even visitin our frens and family... tried tokin to them but app they can c us.. tat's how i came to the conclusion tat we were ghosts and it was a continuation of the nitemare.. somehow it's all so vivid..... scary part is i always hav deja vu of certain events happenin.... soo..... i really hope tat wont happen in reality... i dont wanna die so young so ugly.......... it's really scary tinkin of it... alrite change subj....... donch wanna wat else to write.. shall end off here then..... tchuss =p

school holidays!!???!!!

haaiz it's sunday!! and it's school holidays! but well im not really too enthusiatics about it... i hav to do projs the whole week tat i barely hav time to do wat i wanna.. well tho i had today but i chose to slp the whole day.. tired....... tom hav to go raffles to 'rob' banks and do surveys at the same time.... miss secondary sch life all of a sudden... miss my pri sch life even more... isnt it so nice when all u ever do was to wake up go sch play soccer come home watch tv maybe do abit of work and the same routine goes all over again? holidays meant tat i go overseas or jus watch sesame street, ninja turtles, captain planet, tom and jerry at home? sometimes goin down to the playground which is filled wif sand and hav swings, slides and those balancin tingies which i forgot watitsname.... goin down to rollerblade or jus goin over to friends place(clarence's) to play magic cards.. hahah tat's life man.... and of coz.. my sega megadrive.. hahah how can i ever forget.... whereever hav tat kinda childhood gone to? nowadays the young ones are like either hangin out like monkeys all over the place, from jurong point to causway point to tampines mall and even orchard...... or they're constantly online playin games.... wateva happened to toys and catchin and bomb bags and tamiya cars? still rem the good old days when i play with the toy soldiers, havin battlefields on grass patches or usin my blankets to create the terrain.. nowadays medal of honor, counterstrike and wat's there and wat's not... wateva happen to childhood creativity? listenin to vanesa mae's album and i really wished i had completed my lessons on violin... i really wanna jus play my troubles away....... wish some1 was here by my side to share my troubles................ i cant wait for tis week to get by and in fact tis whole sem to get by........ i miss my childhood........ i really do....... haaaaaaizzzzzzzzz y m i constantly sad these days? hmm listenin to by the way by red hot chilli peppers.. somehow i can link to the song.. singing out loud in my room and movin my body to the rythym..... no one cares....... feel like cryin now..... realised my family is soooo... my sis away in holland my bro locked himself in his room watchin naruto, my dad slpin and my mum playin mahjong? wat happened to those days when we all sat in the livin room together watchin tv, laughin, tokin, havin a good time together? guess i'll stop here... my tears are flowing.... partly coz my winamp is playin forbidden love by s.e.n.s which is addin on to my sad mood................. =(

Standing in Line To see the show tonight

and there's a light on

heavy glow

By the way I tried to say

I'd be there ... waiting for

Dani the girl

is singing songs to me

beneath the marquee ... overload

Steak knife ... card sharp

Con Job ... Boot Cut

Skin that flick

She's just a little DJ

Get there quick

by street but not the freeway

Turn that trick

To make a little leeway

Beat that nic

But not the way that we play

Dog Town ... Blood Bath

Rib Cage ... Soft Tail

Standing in Line To see the show tonight

and there's a light on

heavy glow

By the way I tried to say

I'd be there ... waiting for

Black Jack ... Dope d**k

Pawn Shop ... Quick Pick

Kiss that dyke

I know you want to hold one

Not on strike

But I'm about to bowl one

Bite that mic

I know you

never stole one

Girls that like

a story so I told one

Song bird ... Main line

Cash back ... Hard Top

Standing in Line To see the show tonight

and there's a light on

heavy glow

By the way I tried to sayI'd be there ... waiting for

Dani the girl

is singing songs to me

beneath the marquee ... overload

BY THE WAY i tried to say i'll be there... waiting for..........

it's wednesday!!!

i donch know y im exclaiming tat today is wednesday.. im goin crazy i guess..... hmm well wat hav i been doin the last few days? cleared my mai presentation and apparently it was quite bad.. i seriously tin ki'll hav to realyy struggle to keep my b+ average... only module im confident of gettin an A is FA...... tink i'll hav to aim for dist. to pull my gpa higher.... hav 6 projs due the next 5 weeks and tests as well.... in fact havin rwps test tom.... sianzz..... rwps.... i cant wait to get over tis sem....... smhow i really wish tat i'll hav some time to get away from this country for a while even if it is to malaysia for a few days...... i need a holiday to unwind... my life since dec last year has been sch/work/sch/work..... even my sem break i went to work... now im really feelin the toll it has taken on me...... in fact tink i kinda look more haggard.... hahah i need the sun... jus confirm wif jason tat we'll be goin to sentosa to try to be chao ta nxt fri aftr his lessons.... hahah =p well wanted to go watch tis jap movie today but in the end... hahah didnt manged to catch it... sadz... =/ and well my 6 projs!!! hmm tryin to fix time wif the rest to finished it but apparently it's so hard!! anyway... went for a party, actually more like a gatehrin for rc staff at rc last nite... steve said tat he's closin the restuarant for good leavin only the cafe.. tat's kinda sad.... hmm had a couple of glasses of wine and left coz well ck had to finish his work and i needed to get home to slp! hahah.. in the end dad only came home like 230 be4 i can send ck home and i can slp! hahah wateva donch know wat im typin.. hahah... anyway saw tis shop mio or someting and they sell fantastic guys' accessories!!! the brand's called morrellata or smting hahah... i wanna buy the ring and choker but it's sooo exxx........................... help i need more money!!! hahah tat's all for now.. wanted to blog bout smting i cant rem wat.. guess i'll come in and blog once i rem it so for now... tchuss!

finally....

yes im back finally.. after nearly one week... yet again im blogging when i should be sleeping.... i jus cant get to sleep... not coz im feelin sad this time.. maybe a lil' but tat not the reason im sure... jus cant sleep i guess.. hahah well anyhow it's been a tough week... experienced a wide range of emotions i tink the most i've ever felt in jus one week... it's been depressin, stressful, sad, disappointment, happiness, bliss, joy, elation........ i shall not go into details i guess.... well i've cleared 2 reports/cas and my ecm i've more or less done my part i guesss..... came out with the questionaire by MYSELF for crm project and short of typin/rephrasin the quest.... only worries now is my mai... it's a module im soooo afraid i'll not do well... the tot of havin to hav a b+ average when i graduated is stressin me out facin all these modules.... although lookin at current results im well on my way.. but well.... tings like this is really unpredictable... hols comin up soon.. had lotsa plans but well looks like these plans hav to be shelved aside.... seems like every1 will be busy.. hahah.. i kinda hate myself.. always makin plans ahead.... it's not a good ting i guess.... hmmm had some stomach cramps and was in pain for a few hrs today... suddenly i've tot of the time i've got chicken pox 4 months ago when i get to sleep 20 hrs A DAY for 2 weeks! suddenly wish i've chicken pox now...... it's not such a bad ting after all..... hahah oh god i sound so... hahah did i mention in this blog i've always wanted to be a bear? hibernate for 3 months.. hahahah.. i need sleep!!! not coz im tired but coz i jus wanna to escape... escape frm tis reality, escape frm stress, escape frm the sad cruelty of this world........ speakin of which... i feel stoopid makin contributions to nkf every month after readin tat the t.t durai earns like my house and car add together every year....... well altho maybe he deserves it but aftrall i tot nkf supposed to be a charity? shouldnt the money be like spend on givin more subsidiaries to the patients instead? not as tho he's sick like the rest......... well tat's jus my tots....... finally feelin slpy... zzzzzzZzzz

my 8th post........... saddest day of my life......

it's really late now.... i should be slping but i cant slp......... im jus gonna sit here and stare at my screen til it's time for me to get to sch i guess..... i was too lazy to blog earlier... now im forced to blog.... alrite no one forced me... jus forced by circumstances i guess.... wat happened for the past 2 days? watch fantastic four with jeannie before goin to collect sand with ck at east coast park.... went to swensen's aftr tat and i was jus sittin there watchin ck draw.. alrite i did tok to jeannie over the fone... had a root beer float and fries... and there was ti irritating guy in green who kept lookin at me... i wonder y...... anyway well couldnt really wake up tues so i missed the 1st 2 lessons.... went for mai even tho ambrose miranda wasnt ard.... realised i know nuts bout mai practical... haaiz.... bfi was... a disaster... got fed up wif a couple of ppl whom i'll not mentioned their names...... well jeannie came over to my place at 9 tho... and she bought me cheesie blueberry ice-ceram which i've been cravin for so so long... it was so sweet of her....... hmmm jus realised it's exactly 1 month and a week since jeannie and i got together... it has been a really great time... i've nv felt more happy in tis 1 month and a week....... well sometimes aftr watchin all those movies and tv shows wif time machines.... u'll really wish tat there is one ard......but well a human's journey on earth is made up of memories be it good or bad... without them life might not be as fulfillin so havin the ability to change the past might not be a good ting aftrall..... guess i'll jus hav to learn to treasure the wonderful memories tat i hav.... hmm i do sound really sad... but well i m.... nv been more sad be4 in fact.... alrite tat's enuff... hmm shall get back to waitin for the sun to rise.........

hmmmm irritatable mood........

hmmm here i m again.... well yesterday had a outdoor catering at a apartment at balmoral crescent for a private gay party... there was a lesbian couple and one looks rather pretty.. hahah.. and i was 'gang-raped' ealier by 8 guys... surrounding me and teasing me wif some realli disgusting questions..... sadzz =/ anyhow went to breko to hav supper wif ck and saw one of my bmt mates! forget wat's his name but cing him makes me reminisce of the good times in bmt... apparently i've heard most hav gone back to their countries and those who stayed locally went overseas for studies... =/ well slacking at home the whole day with jeannie today and for some reason or another started to feel sick and definitely not coz of jeannie in case u're wondering...tat's how i become irritatable.... im always very irritatable when im not feelin well. very grouchy.... anyway while sendin jeannie home there was tis jaguar who was tail-gating me very very closely for nearly 5 mins be4 overtakin me... even aftr tat he kept braking intermittently for no reason other than to irritated me further.. so i drove to the 3rd lane(i was on the 1st) and overtake a few cars to try to get infront of the jaguar... in the end i didnt manage to and i slowed down coz i realised i might hav frightened jeannie... but well jus as in slow down a ORANGE honda civic i've overtaken earlier got fed up as well i supposed and overtook me and the jaguar and i kinda got a shock.. hahah it seems as tho the 3 of us were racing.... anyway hmm guess im endin the blog soon... im also irritatable coz im feelin kinda stress wif sch and i realli cant wait for hols to start.. feel like watchin king arthur and playing CM now but hav sch tom.. sianz... guess im goin to slp.............. & missin jeannie areadi! ;p

on the train home from central sikh temple......

was jus too bored....

central sikh temple.....

2 gangsters.. hahah

a day in my life..............

hmm had a rather busy day today... went to sch late as usual coz i was takin my own sweet time at home.. hahah and went to Central Sikh Temple in boon keng with khairul for our uccd report.. well had a rather enlightening and fun time there... even comtemplating being a sikh... =p well went to rivercafe to work aftr tat tho it was only for 3 hrs.. opened 2 bottles of wine today! hahah =p had a few screw ups tho was not directly my fault... hahah =p anyway too lazy to type on... will upload a couple of the photos of the visit to cst tho! cheers! =)

tramatised.....

hmm jus got home from sending jeannie home.... almost hav an accident.. got one maroon renault kangoo tried to cut across from the 3rd lane to the clementi/woodlands rd exit along PIE towards jurong and on the 2nd lane the cab in front on me jammed brake while i swerved to the 3rd lane and i heard a loud crasshhh.... it happened so sudden so fast i was stunned... had to speed up and drive on coz a car behind me horn me like crazy.. i tink he had to jammed his brakes too... hmm was so tramatised i was trembling all the way home... the sound of the crash still lingering in my ear.... =/ hmm on the fone wif jeannie now and hearing her sing.. hahah =p hmm she's really sweet.. hahah help me do up my blogskin and edit everyting... feel like such an complete idiot when it comes to blogging.. but hey im new.. hahah =p alrite it's time to shut down my com..... zzzZZzzzz

bored............ newcastle united...

in ecm tutorial now.. supposed to be doing proj but apparently, im blogging... well was jus going thru soccer news especially newcastle's news... speaking of which im soo disappointed in them... i still find it hard to accept tat graeme souness is appointed back in oct last year instead of omar hitzfield or some other more accomplished manager... replacing sir bobby robson with graeme souness? i've nv ever understood many of the decisions souness hav made including dropping robert when he is the only player who hav the flair and creativity to create chances? many of his tactical decision is incomprehensible like fielding 3 central midfielders although they hav wingers who are capable altho young? havin seen charles n'zogbia and ambrose played towards the end of the season.. surely they deserved their chances in the first team rather than fielding jenas wide left and c him struggle? alrite enuff bout the past.. even now reading thru his transfer targets... it's shockingly amazing if there such a term... okie i admit scott parker might be a good signing.. emre will make a good one but louis saha? they did not seem to be worried with the fact tat aftr selling hughes, who i tink is one of newcastle's best defenders, and andy o'brien, he's definitely better than titus bramble, they are short on defenders? emre is a mus aftr robert's departure but doorasoo? luckily he chose PSG... seriously im worried for newcastle... souness should really focuss on getting a couple of new defenders and strikers rather than looking out for midfielders... they already hav a large pool of midfielders to choose from! n'zogbia, ambrose and viana should be given their chances..... as for faye and butt.. they can leave for all i care... and there is one potentially good signing souness should really go all out for.. javier saviola.. he's definitely leaving barelona and souness should really go all out to get him. at lest he'll be better than louis saha or please.. mark viduka...... haaaizz... hope i wont hav to witness another poor newcastle season... or please donch let me watch them lose to arsenal on the first day of the premier league....... GoD bless Newcastle................................

hmm My First Entry.....

finally i've started blogging since i've created the blog last nite... tho it was aftr constant pestering and hassling from jeannie... =p well life was rather routine for me today.. goin to school, hav tennis training then coming home to slp... tho i was made to walk to foodcourt 5 and back thanks to mr andrew low... and my supper plans were scrapped.. sadzz =/ohh and my gym plans too coz khairul had to do rwps presentation, talking of which i hav not even started on it yet! well was frustrated earlier in the morning coz i was trying but could not reached some1.. hahah but well tat's it.... anyway it's been a month since jeannie and me got together and im enjoying every single moment of it! hahah tat's all for today i guess.... goin to jump on my bed soon............. oh i've played raiden x on crazymonkeygames 4 times today! ~ hahah =p