finally....

yes im back finally.. after nearly one week... yet again im blogging when i should be sleeping.... i jus cant get to sleep... not coz im feelin sad this time.. maybe a lil' but tat not the reason im sure... jus cant sleep i guess.. hahah well anyhow it's been a tough week... experienced a wide range of emotions i tink the most i've ever felt in jus one week... it's been depressin, stressful, sad, disappointment, happiness, bliss, joy, elation........ i shall not go into details i guess.... well i've cleared 2 reports/cas and my ecm i've more or less done my part i guesss..... came out with the questionaire by MYSELF for crm project and short of typin/rephrasin the quest.... only worries now is my mai... it's a module im soooo afraid i'll not do well... the tot of havin to hav a b+ average when i graduated is stressin me out facin all these modules.... although lookin at current results im well on my way.. but well.... tings like this is really unpredictable... hols comin up soon.. had lotsa plans but well looks like these plans hav to be shelved aside.... seems like every1 will be busy.. hahah.. i kinda hate myself.. always makin plans ahead.... it's not a good ting i guess.... hmmm had some stomach cramps and was in pain for a few hrs today... suddenly i've tot of the time i've got chicken pox 4 months ago when i get to sleep 20 hrs A DAY for 2 weeks! suddenly wish i've chicken pox now...... it's not such a bad ting after all..... hahah oh god i sound so... hahah did i mention in this blog i've always wanted to be a bear? hibernate for 3 months.. hahahah.. i need sleep!!! not coz im tired but coz i jus wanna to escape... escape frm tis reality, escape frm stress, escape frm the sad cruelty of this world........ speakin of which... i feel stoopid makin contributions to nkf every month after readin tat the t.t durai earns like my house and car add together every year....... well altho maybe he deserves it but aftrall i tot nkf supposed to be a charity? shouldnt the money be like spend on givin more subsidiaries to the patients instead? not as tho he's sick like the rest......... well tat's jus my tots....... finally feelin slpy... zzzzzzZzzz